{"id":79832,"date":"2026-07-06T22:37:33","date_gmt":"2026-07-06T19:37:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/?p=79832"},"modified":"2026-07-06T23:38:06","modified_gmt":"2026-07-06T20:38:06","slug":"vabanemine-valust","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/et\/vabanemine-valust\/","title":{"rendered":"Vabanemine valust"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u201eVabanemine valust\u201c kursus \u00e4ratas minus uuesti soovi olla just selline mees, kelleks Jah mind on kutsunud. Minu elus on viha p\u00f5hjustanud mulle rohkem valu kui miski muu. Ma olen pidanud andestama seksuaalse kuritarvitamise oma perekonna ja teiste poolt. Pidin leidma viisi, kuidas andestada oma isale ema m\u00f5rvamise eest. Ainu\u00fcksi selle trauma p\u00f5hjustatud valu tegi kellegi usaldamise v\u00f5i t\u00f5elise suhte loomise, isegi Adonai (Isandaga), peaaegu v\u00f5imatuks \u00fclesandeks. Need on asjad, mis on mulle k\u00f5ige rohkem haiget teinud, samuti vangi sattumine mu enda valikute t\u00f5ttu ja sellest tulenev eraldatus oma naisest, kes on puudega ja elab \u00fcksi. L\u00f5puks on JHVH (Jumal) n\u00e4idanud mulle armastust, mis on vaigistanud mu viha, v\u00f5imaldades mul andestada neile, kes mind haavasid, ja edasi liikuda. Adonai on mind kogu aeg l\u00e4bi kandnud ja ma tean m\u00f5tteid, mis K\u00f5igev\u00e4elisel on minu jaoks, et need t\u00e4ituvad, nagu on kirjutatud Jeremija 29:11.<br \/>\n<strong>C.K. (mees)<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201eVabanemine valust\u201c kursus \u00e4ratas minus uuesti soovi olla just selline mees, kelleks Jah mind on kutsunud. Minu elus on viha p\u00f5hjustanud mulle rohkem valu kui miski muu. Ma olen pidanud andestama seksuaalse kuritarvitamise oma perekonna ja teiste poolt. Pidin leidma &#8230; <\/p>\n<div><a href=\"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/et\/vabanemine-valust\/\" class=\"more-link\">Loe rohkem<\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":14,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"give_campaign_id":0,"rs_blank_template":"","rs_page_bg_color":"","slide_template_v7":"","_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[689],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-79832","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-testimonies","no-post-thumbnail"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":689,"label":"Testimonies"}]},"featured_image_src_large":false,"author_info":{"display_name":"WB","author_link":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/et\/author\/wb\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":689,"name":"Testimonies","slug":"testimonies","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":689,"taxonomy":"category","description":"","parent":0,"count":12,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":689,"category_count":12,"category_description":"","cat_name":"Testimonies","category_nicename":"testimonies","category_parent":0}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/et\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/79832","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/et\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/et\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/et\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/14"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/et\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=79832"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/et\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/79832\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":79833,"href":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/et\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/79832\/revisions\/79833"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/et\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=79832"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/et\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=79832"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/et\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=79832"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}