{"id":79853,"date":"2026-07-06T22:37:33","date_gmt":"2026-07-06T19:37:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/?p=79853"},"modified":"2026-07-07T14:38:33","modified_gmt":"2026-07-07T11:38:33","slug":"vapaaksi-kivusta","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/fi\/vapaaksi-kivusta\/","title":{"rendered":"Vapaaksi kivusta"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u201dVapaaksi kivusta\u201d -retriitti sytytti minussa uudelleen palon olla se mies, joksi Jah on minut kutsunut. Viha on aiheuttanut minulle enemm\u00e4n tuskaa el\u00e4m\u00e4ss\u00e4ni kuin mik\u00e4\u00e4n muu. Minun on pit\u00e4nyt antaa anteeksi perheeni ja muiden tekem\u00e4t seksuaaliset hyv\u00e4ksik\u00e4yt\u00f6t. Minun on my\u00f6s pit\u00e4nyt l\u00f6yt\u00e4\u00e4 tapa antaa anteeksi is\u00e4lleni \u00e4itini murha. Pelk\u00e4st\u00e4\u00e4n tuon trauman aiheuttama kipu teki luottamuksen muodostamisesta tai aidon suhteen luomisesta, jopa Adonain (Herran) kanssa, l\u00e4hes mahdottoman teht\u00e4v\u00e4n. N\u00e4m\u00e4 ovat asioita, jotka satuttavat minua eniten, samoin kuin se, ett\u00e4 jouduin vankilaan omien valintojeni vuoksi ja joudun siten olemaan erossa vaimostani, joka on vammainen ja asuu yksin. Lopulta JHVH (Jumala) on osoittanut minulle rakkautta, joka on lauhduttanut vihani ja antanut minulle voiman antaa anteeksi niille, jotka ovat satuttaneet minua, ja jatkaa eteenp\u00e4in. Adonai on kantanut minut l\u00e4pi kaiken. Tied\u00e4n, ett\u00e4 H\u00e4nell\u00e4 on suunnitelma minua varten; uskon vakaasti, ett\u00e4 se toteutuu, kuten Jeremian kirjaan 29:11 on kirjoitettu.<br \/>\n<strong>C.K. (mies)<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201dVapaaksi kivusta\u201d -retriitti sytytti minussa uudelleen palon olla se mies, joksi Jah on minut kutsunut. Viha on aiheuttanut minulle enemm\u00e4n tuskaa el\u00e4m\u00e4ss\u00e4ni kuin mik\u00e4\u00e4n muu. Minun on pit\u00e4nyt antaa anteeksi perheeni ja muiden tekem\u00e4t seksuaaliset hyv\u00e4ksik\u00e4yt\u00f6t. Minun on my\u00f6s pit\u00e4nyt &#8230; <\/p>\n<div><a href=\"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/fi\/vapaaksi-kivusta\/\" class=\"more-link\">Lue lis\u00e4\u00e4<\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":14,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"give_campaign_id":0,"rs_blank_template":"","rs_page_bg_color":"","slide_template_v7":"","_kad_blocks_custom_css":"","_kad_blocks_head_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_body_custom_js":"","_kad_blocks_footer_custom_js":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[692],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-79853","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-testimonies","no-post-thumbnail"],"taxonomy_info":{"category":[{"value":692,"label":"Testimonies"}]},"featured_image_src_large":false,"author_info":{"display_name":"WB","author_link":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/fi\/author\/wb\/"},"comment_info":0,"category_info":[{"term_id":692,"name":"Testimonies","slug":"testimonies","term_group":0,"term_taxonomy_id":692,"taxonomy":"category","description":"","parent":0,"count":12,"filter":"raw","cat_ID":692,"category_count":12,"category_description":"","cat_name":"Testimonies","category_nicename":"testimonies","category_parent":0}],"tag_info":false,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/fi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/79853","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/fi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/fi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/fi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/14"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/fi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=79853"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/fi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/79853\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":79854,"href":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/fi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/79853\/revisions\/79854"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/fi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=79853"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/fi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=79853"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/kad-esh.org\/fi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=79853"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}